Expressive Arts Carnival No. 8: Your Truth

| By Paul | | Comments (21)

Welcome to the February 2011 edition of the Expressive Arts Carnival. This month's theme, see announcement, was to "create an image of your truth."

It is my policy to not comment on art in the Carnival itself, as I feel as though it is not my place to put words to others' art, especially healing art. This is why it is the words of the artists themselves talking about their entries. But certainly if discussions ensue in the comments, I am happy to talk about the art in any way that's appropriate and encourage others to do so.

Here are the entries in the order received. As usual, if there is a blog post with more details, the artist's name will have a link to it.

Entry 1: Kerro

Kerro wrote: "This is the place I went to when my life started 'falling apart'. It's the place where I started uncovering my 'truth' - peeling back the layers on my onion of abuse. It's also the place where I started discovering who I am, and the place where I started healing. I love this place because of its physical beauty, but also because of what it represents to me. It is my spiritual home."

Entry 2: Katie

Katie wrote: "The images I chose to make this collage represent truth for me in a number of ways. How scary it can be to speak the truth. The power of writing. Connecting with the truth as an ongoing process. My tendency towards black and white thinking and my need to step back and see the bigger picture. The truth in my dreams. The importance of emotional truth and confronting pain. The light that each of us has to share in this world, and the power of each person to survive and even flourish no matter our circumstances. Finally, I thought that it would be most truthful of me to choose an actual photo from my life to incorporate in this piece, so the central photo is one I took of an Oklahoma road. As driving along the country roads is something that brings me peace and helps me feel connected."

Entry 3: Castorgirl

Castorgirl titled this piece "What's my Truth?" and wrote: "The upper part of the collage represents how each of us is inundated with messages about what is true from those around us.  It can feel like you're being buffeted in a storm.  The reflected picture underneath represents what is possible when we can hold onto our truth.  The figure isn't happy, but there is a sense of reality about her reactions.  What is the truth?  I still don't know.  But it doesn't come from the external messages, it comes from within."

Entry 4: Kylie

Kylie wrote: "Truth is largely influenced by perspective, it's probably why two eye-witnesses will never give the exact same story. Each person sees things a little differently. The way a person is feeling a the time can change it too."

Entry 5: Tracy

Tracy wrote: "The DID Awareness Ribbon that came about through an online group Paul was involved in a couple years ago means a lot to me.  The pieces are patchworked together.  I see this as my parts eventually joining together and having communication amongst themselves.  When I was facing the prospect of losing my therapist, I used the ribbon as the inspiration for a quilt.  The statement I gave my therapist was, "The DID Awareness Ribbon Quilt.  Up close it's rough, raw edges doesn't look all that good.  From a distance, it looks much better.  A person with DID is like the quilt, seems fine to outsiders, but the closer you get to that person, the more you see their struggles and difficulties."  My truth is that others can't see or appreciate the depth of my struggles.  Those close to me only see the tip of the iceberg.  A few of my parts really enjoy sewing.   Making the quilt, my first, was cathartic.  I could see that I would get to the point of communication.  That each part overlapped others and that really all my parts were, deep down, connected in some way.  I am working to learn how all my parts relate to me and how we are all connected."

Entry 6: Thesamesky

Thesamesky wrote: "I wasn't going to enter anything this time round because I wasn't sure that I could come up with anything on truth, but when you sent a reminder I thought about the piece I did just recently and I suppose in a way it is portraying my truth because it is about beginning to take hold of a new position, believing that I'm good enough and relating differently to others (my therapist in particular)."

Entry 7: OneSurvivor

OneSurvivor wrote: "My Truth 1 (I did this first) and My Truth 2 (I did this second). I am not sure how to explain them. It is what came to mind as I thought about my life. I know there is significance to the colors, but, right now... it feels very private... like something I need to hold in my heart for a while."

Entry 8: Paul

I wrote: "This is about people helping me as well as me helping others and myself. The truth part of it is that 'I'm good'."

Entry 9: Kathleen

Kathleen titled this piece "Violations of Truth" and wrote: "In this piece I was thinking about violations of truth-political truths social truths personal truths; I immediately thought about the phrase 'the elephant in the room' that is so large and no one at all is willing to acknowledge it.  There were so many people willing to actively look away and denouce my truth about violations against me even when it was so actively and publically displayed. It is so sad/painful for me personally and yet so pervasive across cultures and time and played out on grand stages in front of masses of people. I am now more equipped to hold my own truth and even my adolecent parts are learning to do the same."

Entry 10: Wantstorun

Wantstorun wrote: "The jumbled letters of truth represent how the concept of 'truth' is confusing to me; I have many questions surrounding truth.  But 'hurt' is spelled out from the mixed up letters of hidden 'truth.'"

Entry 12: ClinicallyClueless

ClinicallyClueless submitted a YouTube video and wrote: "This is a pictorial personal description of the truth of my childhood of abuse and trauma. I have been and am currently in therapy to address these issues. If you work hard in therapy, find a good match and don't give up, you can get better. Hang in there. Thank you for viewing my slideshow. Christian music is added as I have always, no matter what felt God's hand on my life."

That's all folks! Thanks to all those who contributed. If you think this Carnival is worthwhile, then let others know about it and we can continue to increase the contributors for future months.

The Expressive Arts Carnival was founded to to bring survivors together through expressive arts activities. On the Carnival's home page you can find links to all activity announcements and Carnival publications. Activities are posted on the first of every month and submissions are open for approximately 3 weeks. Please consider emailing to paul@mindparts.org to be added to our anonymous mailing list for announcements and occasional discussions.

21 Comments


Persephone said:

Thank you, Paul, for letting me participate in this Art-presentation.

I can truly say that I am deeply moved, and I like to thank all participants for their submitted art work and for their courageous statements about their view of truth.
I consider this to be Creative Art, and it is amazing how impressive it is.

Again: Thank you all for sharing your most intimate feelings

castorgirl said:

Hi,

These are incredible... thank you to everyone who shared their art with us. There is pain and hope there...

One thing that struck me, possibly because of the place I'm in; but Wantstorun's mixing up of the word "truth", looks like "hurt" to me put as part of an anagram puzzle - I can write "hurt" twice from that letter arrangement.

Take care,
CG

wantstorun replied to castorgirl:

Castorgirl,

It wasn't my intention when I was working on the project to have "hurt" appear in there, but that is what happened and the T pointed it out to me (I didn't recognize it). Guess my subconscious was trying to bring me up to speed.

wtr

castorgirl replied to wantstorun:

It's interesting wantstorun, as it took me a long time for me to see the word truth... a very conscious effort to focus on the letters and arrange them in any other way but "hurt".

A very powerful message for yourself, and others.

Take care,
CG

wantstorun said:

I liked this one a lot, thanks everyone for taking the time to create and then sharing. It is so nice to learn from others' perspectives!

wtr

Paul, thanks for hosting this wonderful collection of art. It all touches my heart and brings out the compassion for what each of those children went through in their abusive homes.

OneSurvivor said:

As usual...amazing art work. I am honored to be able to participate and honored to be able to see the work of others.

Ivory said:

These are all so wonderful. I chickened out on this one because it was too stressful trying to find my truth. I was surprised about that, but I totally enjoyed looking at all of these and reading what they wrote!

Shen said:

These are amazing. Really. I feel as if the entries get better every month. I love the reflected image, Castorgirl, and the magnified tree is magnificent, Kylie. The photos showing places with meaning shine through, the ribbon, the woman who appears to be dancing, the collage and the youtube piece... wow.

I feel overwhelmed by it all. I really hope I can participate in the next one. Things have been pretty sketchy lately.

jahda said:

These are all so powerful! A window into the mind of each artist... I always hesitate to single out any particular entry to comment on because they are all so unique and powerful and at the same time stark, bone-raw… But collectively these and the pieces from the last activity are really becoming deeper and more open I think, perhaps due to the increasingly more challenging activity themes? (We've done identity and Truth - what could possibly be next??)

I'm curious CC what program you used to make your video? I really like the two you've put up here very much, but so sorry that you have gone through so much suffering in your life...

I am just beginning to learn how to make videos. It started with the self-portrait activity. Somehow I ended up making a 22 minute movie on that theme and was going to use it in T as well as submit it for the self-portrait activity but it's too long and I'm too confused with the program I'm using, iMovie '09, to try to change things now. It's kind of a miracle it ended up working at all considering I have no idea what I'm doing, lol!

I wanted to submit it for this month too but I got so frustrated with iMovie I had to stop for awhile. Hopefully I'll be able to do something to make it the correct length so that I can share it with you all.

I feel like I'm seeing and learning more and more about each person in this group through their work as these months go by and I am honored and grateful to be a part of that.

I think you all are so amazing for having the courage to put such intimate and personal work out there! Even if I had the technical parts of this movie figured out and could upload it somewhere and post a link to it for folks to actually watch, it still seems like kind of a scary thing to do with lots of resistances popping up throughout my mind.

My T says telling your story is healing, so I'm wondering if others go through this type of inner conflict about opening up to others about your real story - the one you lied about to yourself your entire life until right this very second...?

Thank you Jahda,

It has been a while, but I used http://www.avs4you.com/. I'm not sure how it works now, but it was fairly easy. Then, downloaded it to YouTube which has a limit of 10 minutes.

My blog and the different way of expressing myself via arts was a significant turning point in my therapy. Although it is scary to put your stuff out there, I still try anyway. It is still tough if you are anonymous. Somehow visually seeing it makes it more real. Blessings on your journey. Take care of yourself.

Be Well,
CC

katie said:

wow. these are incredible! i was moved by each piece. and it does seem to me as well that our work is getting deeper and more profound. perhaps we are trusting more and allowing ourselves to express more? or maybe it is my eyes that are opening more? anyway, these are all beautiful and i really like the words that each of you shared to describe what these images meant for you.

as for sharing our truth, jahda asked about this, and onesurvivor decided to keep the meaning of the truth held private. and i just want to share that it is my belief that sharing our truths is healing, but that it is very important that we do so in our own time, in our own way, and especially in ways that feel right to us. i don't think sharing for sharing's sake is always the best thing to do.

i think we know what is best for us deep down, and part of healing is finding a way to recognize our instincts and honor what we most need. and share when we feel safe and ready.

wishing everyone well today and always. i feel so honored to share in this carnival with each of you. and i must say, that i realize today that participating in this carnival over time has itself been healing for me. and i feel more empowered from this entire process. thank you so much, paul, for starting this and continuing to host and come up with such wonderful and inspiring topics. and thank you to each of you for your bravery and sharing~

OneSurvivor replied to katie:

Katie, I really appreciate what you wrote about not sharing simply for the sake of sharing. As I read that, it occurred to me that all of my life I HAD to share. I was not allowed to have "secrets"...to have anything of my own. If I was asked a question, I was programmed to answer. I could not say "no". If my mother were to see my art and ask me the meaning, I would not be able to say "it is private". Now, of course, I can.

So, what you wrote reminded me that my not sharing shows how far I have come. The meaning in my drawings is not negative. On the contrary...I believe it to be very positive. However, I also believe it is something to be treasured in my heart for a while...kind of like a personal hug to myself...if that makes sense.

So...I write that to say that it has nothing to do with trusting (or not trusting) others.I guess you could say it is just my personal gift to myself...a precious thing of the heart. And not sharing it also empowering...at least for me, anyway.

Thank you, Katie, for sharing!

OS

katie replied to OneSurvivor:

hi onesurvivor, thank you for letting me know that you appreciated what i wrote. i think you wrote so well here the healing power there can be in not sharing. i think learning boundaries can be so confusing sometimes, but i think what you write here makes it clearer. that having good boundaries requires recognizing what our inner needs dictate. like when we allow ourselves to have privacy when we want it, and share when it feels right to do so. just like you are doing here. it sounds like a very positive and self-honoring process you are developing :) wishing you well!

OneSurvivor replied to katie:

Thanks, katie. It is nice for me to realize just how much I have grown. Woohoo!

manymes said:

Thanks for putting together this wonderful carnival! We really enjoyed everyone's work. Doing the work on the ribbon was a lot of fun.
tracy

Kylie said:

These are all absolutely amazing and challenging at the same time. Its really interesting to see all the different angles people took for the subject.

Thank you all for sharing - and thanks Paul for hosting!

Paul Author Profile Page said:

All great comments everyone. Thank you all.

shah wharton said:

Wow - some of these are great. Shah .X

Tracie said:

These are amazing. Such depth and feeling in each of them.

Kerro said:

These are amazing. Thank you all for sharing. :)

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